Glosriga! Enjoy

Final tests was over. I went to bed soon after I vame to home. But I coudn't sleep. I still connot sleep.. I don't want to keep awake anymore....

Now I know, I don't have enough skill to pass level 5, I passed level 4 because I was too lucky. Then I'm not so lucky this quarter......

Why I came here? I was so stupid. I shoudn't have come here.

Unfortunately, I got lower score than before for Reading, but math and English was pretty good. so I am satisfied with my score.

However, I took so long time to finish it. It took 4 hours! I arrived at test center at 8:00 am. and I lleft there at 12:00. I had appointment with my adviser at 11:30 but I couldn't go. I'm very sorry, Sinthya!!

Today, I got up at 6:30 a.m. and went to school to take compass test again, but I couldn't. On Monday, we cannot take compass test but another one. so I have to get up early tomorrow again.... I think getting up early is good because I can study more in the morning than I do at night.

However, if I want to get up early, I have to go to bed early to sleep enough. It's pretty difficult. I couldn't do that yesterday. Thus, I waste whole reading/writting class. I was sleeping in the class for a long time...so I couldn't learn anything(T T)

I haerd if I improve my compass Reading score 1 point, I can pass the Reading 104. That mean I can take English 110 without any Reading class. It's great! I spent too long time in the IESL, so I really want to pass it.

BUT

I have a problem. Big problem... I'm almost failing IESL classes.  Listening/Speaking is almost hopeless... Instructor said I till have possibillity to pass, but it's difficult. What should I prepare for first? Presentation? Compass test? Or other tests? We have too many tests this week!! I'm going to be sick...

These days, I'm becoming a crazy...

Why thare are so many tests? Why there are so many assignment? Why am I sooooo stupid?? These things make me crazy.

And what is my finger's disease? Is it infectious disease? Nobody knows...I have never had such a terrible disease. It is sometimes deadly itch and painful especially at midnight. Last night it suddenly became itch, and much blood plasma(?) ran out. Then it was bleeding little even I didn't scratch there.

I cannot hold a pen well. I cannot concentrate on studying...

Fortunately, my school advisor introduced me a dermatologist. But I don't have time to go to see him.

I must take compass test again. If I improve 1 point in my reading test score, I can take English 110 (I have to finish another English class before that but I don't have to take any Reading classes). However I am almost failing all IESL classes! One is hopeless...This is the biggest fact that make me crazy....

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What should I do? Heeeeeeelp  meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot be nice for everyone because I am so upset! I'm sorry, I may hurt you!